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BITTERSWEET RE-UNIONS by charminator, literature

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BITTERSWEET RE-UNIONS

BITTERSWEET RE-UNIONS And so me and my poetry book reunite, Just like I do with my bed every night. I know she may look at me with spite, She has every right. I was the one that left her for a tramp, That eventually left my heart with a cramp, Heartache. I know that right now she hates me, Probably hopes no one ever dates me, And feels like she can't take me back again, But me without her, is living in vain. She lets me vent at her all my rage, Every time she lets me open her wide, to ink her page. And every time am done defiling her, It always feels better, so much better, Taking away my insecurities, Sending them to obscurit

MY MANIPULATOR, MY 'PLAYER' by charminator, literature

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MY MANIPULATOR, MY 'PLAYER'

MY MANIPULATOR, MY 'PLAYER' Truth be told she had started to annoy me, All in my face when I wanted to be free, The other one had a lot of crazy in her behavior, And I wasn't ready to be her savior. Left one too many a girlfriend, Pursuing 'My Player' to the end. Saw to it that my dream became, And proved to myself that I was in no way lame. A friend warned me that I was only a squeeze, And that I'd run dry and be thrown out, to freeze, But I didn't listen, didn't think it would ever happen. But then came a new guy, Suddenly me and number one were thrown out, For reasons no one would buy, Nevertheless, the day was here no doubt

LOSER-TALK by charminator, literature

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LOSER-TALK

"Be happy with what you already got", "At least you got to have some", "let someone else also have at it", "You cannot have your cake and eat it too". Thoughts running through my mind, Convincing myself its okay to come right behind, the first Consoling myself that at least am quenching my thirst, I'd rather have the whole to my self though. I've only been let to taste, But gotten addicted to what's below the waist. I have problems of my own, That I wouldn't want known, But they're least of my concern at the moment, I've tasted of the well, now I want to own it. Is it the kiss, that I really miss? Is it the sex, that reminds me

WHEN I THINK OF YOU by charminator, literature

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WHEN I THINK OF YOU

When I think of You These things that I feel, When I see things that remind me of you; Would make me hurt if I lost you, Real proud if I got you. Like seeing two people cuddling, Sharing jokes, smiling and laughing. All the crazy games they play; Silly things they say. I smile when I think of the fulfillment, And my heart dances in enjoyment… Although I see no solution, If one day I got from you rejection

In View of The End by charminator, literature

CONTENTMENT ON REFLECTION by charminator, literature

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CONTENTMENT ON REFLECTION

CONTENTMENT ON REFLECTION Take a deep breath, Rest your head. Enjoy yourself, Your worries have fled. Breathe out slow, Crack a smile, Feel the air flow, You've walked the mile. Let go of the negative, Be content with your mistakes, Be reflective, You've finally made it, no more stakes Look back in reminiscence, And remember the resilience. Accept your mistakes, Contentment is all it takes.

UNTITLED CONFUSION by charminator, literature

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UNTITLED CONFUSION

UNTITLED CONFUSION Her eyes were filled with tears, But her lips were smiling, genuinely. Her heart was broken, And would have wanted revenge. Her mind, knew all too well she'd been played; She did not deserve this, But then again, maybe she did. Her lungs were warming up with rage, Her stomach, sick with disgust, Her feet were twitching, itching, To run so far away from the pain, And her blood pumped the temper, Around her body, Yet her body was content, From the passion he'd just engulfed her in, Her skin, longing for his caresses, once more. The pain real, the pleasure real too; She stood rooted, not knowing what to

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BITTERSWEET RE-UNIONS by charminator, literature

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BITTERSWEET RE-UNIONS

MY MANIPULATOR, MY 'PLAYER' by charminator, literature

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MY MANIPULATOR, MY 'PLAYER'

LOSER-TALK by charminator, literature

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LOSER-TALK

WHEN I THINK OF YOU by charminator, literature

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WHEN I THINK OF YOU

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Self-Deprecation by curls-and-yelling, literature

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Self-Deprecation

You smell like stale cigarettes and burned up ink, like an empty warehouse full of recklessness abandoned to rot You left me cold and lifeless, clinging to memories of city lights streaming through open windows, my reckless abandon forgotten You made me drunk, or the closest I've been to really forgetting my pain, your endless ways of making me more me You make me feel lost, blowing through uncertainties tainting who I am, without you who made me so sure, I'm not.

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BITTERSWEET RE-UNIONS by charminator, literature

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BITTERSWEET RE-UNIONS

MY MANIPULATOR, MY 'PLAYER' by charminator, literature

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MY MANIPULATOR, MY 'PLAYER'

LOSER-TALK by charminator, literature

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LOSER-TALK

WHEN I THINK OF YOU by charminator, literature

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WHEN I THINK OF YOU

In View of The End by charminator, literature

UNTITLED CONFUSION by charminator, literature

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UNTITLED CONFUSION

CONTENTMENT ON REFLECTION by charminator, literature

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CONTENTMENT ON REFLECTION

MY VOICE, MY DISGUISE by charminator, literature

WITH A PART OF YOU by charminator, literature

COMPARED TO YOU by charminator, literature

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COMPARED TO YOU

COMPARED TO YOU Compared to you, I'm a failure. You've got success and you're popular, For me, less is more… regular. Compared to you, I am weak. You've stood up and fought for what you believe in, While I folded my arms and just took the abuse. Compared to you, I'm the 'played one'. You made all the right choices, Followed your instinct, while I didn't. Compared to you, I'm a 'little' faint. You can effortlessly say the 'hurtful' words to me, I don't even have the gut to tell you the sweet ones in me. Compared to you, I'm stuck in the past. You smile, laugh and enjoy yourself everyday, I do so too, only I still think of y

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Apr 5, 1987
Kenya
Deviant for 17 years
cleansheet.co.ke
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My Bio

=> General appreciator of art.

=> I like to write poetry.

=> My inspiration? Things that happen around me. The way people treat each other. It usually eats me into writing pieces.I write about real stuff, stuff that actually takes place in our lives

=> I am a level-minded human being and I'm not in any way disturbed or nothing

=> I love photography and paintings although I'm not really good at it so I just appreciate those who are.... well I may also take a few snaps here and there.

=> I love Play Station

=> My facebook page: facebook.com/arthurnyoiks

=> My twitter: twitter.com/arthurnyoiks

Current Residence: Nairobi, Kenya
Favourite genre of music: Rock and Rap come first for me. Others follow
Favourite photographer: Not a big follower
Favourite style of art: Poetry,
Operating System: XP SP2
Favourite cartoon character: So many people
Personal Quote: Your past glory does not excuse your current guilt.

Favourite Visual Artist

There's so many

Favourite Movies

Not a big fan but there's many

Favourite TV Shows

How I met your mother, Fringe

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Fort Minor, Eminem, Kanye West

Favourite Books

a Do Right Man by Omar Tyree

Favourite Writers

Saida-Freestar, Myself, ErikaFaye

Favourite Games

Resident Evil4, Pro Evo soccer, Fifa Street, God Of War 2

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2, Nintendo Wii

Tools of the Trade

Pen and paper

Other Interests

Cartoon, Art, Play Station

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charminator

Jun 13, 2011

They only return when hurt

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Judging by my latest trends of puling the disappearing act on DA, I have come to one simple derivation... that I only write poetry when am hurt in some way... or inspired when am in a comfort zone, which happens sorta rarely. So, yes I know I have let my watchers down. I was on some kind of self imposed break from all art, well simply because I grew to accustomed to my comfort zone that I had acquired(but has since been pulled away) So technically I've been hurt, and technically, I would need an audience from my faithful watchers which translates to more deviations, which i hope you will all like... poetry and photography alike. I hope we c

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charminator

Jan 3, 2011

As Charminator makes his return

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Happy New year fellow deviants and much love. yeah... i know i have been saying this for a while now but this time am for real... I am back to stay. Hopefully I will pick up from where I left off. Other than that I hope everybody had a great holiday.

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charminator

Aug 16, 2010

Whats Good, Am back

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Hey all, Just wanted to say that my shift has been changed again and it looks like I will be back on DA again. I missed it, and all of you in general. I hope I can upload a few pieces and check out my messages, I got well over 2,000... so kindly bear with me for now. Thanks :D